A selection of Maitresse Nuit aka Nuit d'Or's articles on the psychology of BDSM & kink, relationship dynamics between Dominant & submissive, adventures in BDSM, evocative, erotic and very transgressive memoirs of past sessions. Here you can dive in the “BDSM Chronicles” which you can listen to on Patreon.
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BDSM INITIATION | Captivity | Descent into true submission and surrender
Sergueï opens the door of the vehicle and you step out, vacillating slightly on the uneven ground.
A few stairs, a landing and in the cooler air of a vast hall, a new actor to this invisible scene you are both spectator and elected subject greets you with a collar and leash.
It seems that the hands of your new warden are female, softer yet determined. You follow the nearly imperceptible sounds of her steps to a flight of stairs spiralling downwards and a narrow corridor. A door opens, you are ushered in your cell.
FLAGELLATION | Canes & single tail whip, the final ordeal.
“One after the other, the canes whistle and cut a lattice pattern of swollen white ridges across your buttocks which first turn to red, then purple. Each new cane slotting its strikes in the imprints of the previous ones, deepening the dents until the tender skin gives and blood rises to the surface.”
BDSM RITUAL | Eros, Thanatos, the Dionysian tension of pain and pleasure
“As my black patent stilettos rest on his shoulders, he will breathe and become more in tune with his aroused senses, with his yearnings, with his fear and elation elicited by the contact of his Dominant… enhancing the chaos of his senses. Together we will transmute our consciousnesses via the power created by the tension between Eros and Thanatos.”